i had experience a "special" thing in my life.

Today is quite memorial, because I think I had been molested!! Haha, I want to note it down for ensuring I will not forget it in my life.
The story starts when I was discovering the ways around the youth park’s moon gate. While I was discovering the ways, it is a guy (guy A) who follows me and chat with me. Actually feel a bit secure when walking with him because the sky becomes darker at the time.

After that the guy suggests not to hike higher since the night is coming, and he suggests another way which can “bath”. I am feeling to discover the new place so I agree with him and follow him.
When reach the place, the guy said wants to bath. He takes off his clothes and invites me to join. I feel luckily that I cheated him I never bring any clothes so that I can cheat him I need to drive across the Penang Bridge and afraid of get flue with wet body.

After that another guy (guy B) come and looks at us. Then I feel something wrong. The guy B walked near us. During he chatted with us, he touch my “little brother”!!! And even not only 1 time!! Shit, luckily I still can calm down and ask him do not do that again to me. Although it is few times the guy B tried to touch mine…. But I had protected it very well! And I saw he touch the guy A and he is very “enjoy”. Cham… I had in trap! But luckily after I say NO TO BATH AND TOUCH for few times, they give up and say want to walk back. They do not use “force”…

During the way we walk back, guy A trying to pursue me to go his house and dinner with him. He indicated that he want to watch “movie” with me which were “man with man”. He asks me to phone my family cheating that I am over time for my job and go his house.

After we walk out from there, he took my phone number. I think no harm to give him, then i give him.

It is really my special day…. Funny and scary..

p.s. quite comfortable when the guy B touch me de.. kekeke..




i am the Fly in the trap

my complicated life.....

Know why I want to use English to express my complicated life? Because most of the times even I myself also can’t understand what I write. I write this is just want to express but never think to let others know about this.

These few days, I can feel the clock in my life run very slow, I think is because I had stucked myself into trouble. I had thought a lot of things, my job’s things, my partner’s things, my current situation, my future……..etc.

Just express my job’s things. I really feel I am lost my way for my job. I so wish to leave my current job and get another job soonest possible. And it is 1 job on my hand and I received the letter of offer already. But that is not the exact job I want, I am looking and waiting for another job which is more attract my interest. But I wonder should I wait for the job or….? The decision I made correct or not? Or should I get another new job in new field. Should I resign now or wait for another letter of offer? I feel lost my way on it.

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That is about my current situation and future. It is all related to my job. Is it I want my job now? I want my partner now? I wish to change? I want to change? Or what I want??

My life is so complicated? I just want a simple life, life to eat, to work and to enjoy. I do not want to think anymore. I won’t check and review this again. Haizz…
That is life..

A SPECIAL & MEMORIAL CAMERON TRIP...

这还真的是我一生中最难忘的金马伦之旅。从第一天的车坏，第二天的驾车，第三天的意外，和第四天的快乐，还真的是很奇特的回忆。

就说第一天（19/09/2009），
我一大清早4.30am就起床了，等着Hooi Peng, A Zai, A Lee的到来。他们在5.30到我们就去Lee的姨丈家集合了。过后就一起出发去金马伦。我们在Simpang Pulai吃早餐然后就上去金马伦了.

事情发生了!我们的车在路途中死火.原来engine热了因为前面有一个coller的盖没关紧。这还真的是难忘，我们在那里等了很久，从9点到12点我们在试着在engine冷的时候加水。再这其中还一直下雨。。。

到Lee的朋友（姨丈的邻居）来又加水，最后发现“后烟筒”出水，原来前面某些地方破了。

只好打电话给Kurnia拖车去Ipoh Town。其实可能是我小气，刚开始我帮hooi peng打电话但是Zai一直插嘴弄到我很不爽。到最后也就只好让他说了。我在想是不是我经验不够？是不是我没有本事？是不是我不会说话？还是我没有钱？如果我有钱就可以马上帮忙,也可以自己出车了,不需要弄到这样....

到上到金马伦已经6点多了。。我们花了12个小时上到金马伦。。。=.=

今天我有内疚因为driver的我竟然没有在出发时check清楚;还有帮人打电话,到最后被人"take over";没有钱,不能马上解决.

第二天（20/09/2009）
早上过的很愉快,我生平第一次烤roti canai!Lee的姨丈做roti canai,我们起火~

因为今天没有车,所以想说跟Lee的姨丈借车.没想到我上了车才知道是manual gear的.结果就是"死火"超过20次吧.而且这只是one way(因为回的时候是另一个朋友驾了).其实我有点生气的,因为有个朋友一直都在驾manual gear的车却不要驾.我在想我是不是一只小丑,一只在那里献丑而观众不会笑的小丑?

还有一件事就是Zai,在这次的trip没有去到他要去的地方.这让我更内疚.如果有车就不会这样了.我算是间接弄到这样吧.

晚上还骗他们去走走,结果走到隔壁去问看有没有租车.

第三天（21/09/2009）
今天一早本来约了peng去跑步,但是他以为我还没睡醒所以自己去跑步了.没关系,我自己一个人也去跑步,从brinchang跑到tanah rata去.因为我想去那里看看有没有车出租.结果只有taxi.对了,我还去了Jayne老公的cyber cafe看一看,可惜他们不在.对了, A Tak也陪我跑了一半..

然后下午我跟Zai他们在雨中拿着雨伞去走走(是朝着早上跑步的地方去).过后雨停了,Uncle和Tak驾车来在我们,然后我们去strawberry farm和pasar malam.

今天唯一的意外是我的女朋友生气..哈哈..

回家的第四天（22/09/2009）
今天应该是满顺畅的(我已经把没事发生当作是开心的一天了).也吃到了很好吃的cheese cake.


为什么我要一直在为别人着想?很多事是不用放在自己的身上的...

Peng车坏,我不用一直担心她本身的问题,在有人说她没有check车时非常不开心.何苦呢?都不管我的事.

明明不会驾manual gear的车,但知道Zai要出去的,就硬着头皮驾.结果弄到自己满脸灰.回的时候换人驾.哎..我啊,不会驾就不会驾,为什么要硬硬驾?为什么我一直想着其他人?关心一下自己啦..

Zai没去到他想去的地方,为什么我这样介意?我也没去到我想去的地方啊!我想去玫瑰谷,山.好象也没人想起我.哈哈,但我却一直想着去租车或怎样然后载Zai去他小区的地方.白痴阿我.

明明是想去帮人问租车的事才在很夜的时候跑去隔壁hotel问有没有车出租,很早跑到tanah rata找看.为什么不明说?难道这见不得光吗?我竟然用白痴理由说想一个人去走走,和早上跑步来掩饰!谁要在半夜走危险的路去隔壁hotel走?

买东西的时候我自私一点,买自己想要的就可以了啊!为什么要让人家买了,看车够不够位才买一些给自己?弄到难跟家人交待.为什么要为朋友想这么多?自己都搞不定了.

回的时候,明明我可以载全部回家的,结果我怕Lee介意和生气,我竟然说我太累了而让Lee在他们回.我白痴啊?虽然说Lee每次会介意,我直接说就可以了啊!为什么要说我累?弄到自己没有responsible这样..

我想我不可以在想着朋友了,要为自己想一下.每次都泰国想朋友结果弄到全身泥...中学时帮朋友出气,帮朋友..白痴的自己..弄到现在,朋友就是伤心时找我,开心时忘了我..我不是菩萨,也想要人的关心和陪伴.好想一个人安静的过.不想再帮朋友了....

也是有好事啦..我说这么多埋怨的话是想找地方发泄一下,因为不知道找谁说..
好事啊?就是每天都有很好吃的东西!!认识了新朋友!!得到了很多宝贵的经验!!

完毕..

Happy Birthday to my dear friend - HP

I would like to greet my friend, HP happy birthday on 07072009. this HP made me crazy on 1 day before birthday. i should write all it down as one of my special memory, hehe...

One Day Before

Actually I had prepared a gift, that is IPOD Shuffle! Although is the cheapest one, but I still wish she will like it. On the day before her birthday, that is what the story begins. Because I heard something from her head of department for she will take EL on her birthday. So I double confirm with her and she promised will come to work on her birthday.

But at the end of the working day, while we are driving back using same way, she tell me will take the flight today 9pm to KL, which mean she will take EL on her birthday!!?? Oh, the gift still in office!!! Once I heard that, the first thing I react is turn back to office and take the gift to her before she depart.

During I went back to office, she still wondering i am missing and thought i lost my way, When I took the gift and phone her to double confirm her location for giving the gift to her. After that been drag into a talk battle. At the first, she said no need and we talk talk talk talk talk till that I insist. And finally she tell me what she said just now is cheat, indeed she will depart on her birthday but not today. BOOM!!!! But she need to settle something and make her stress, so she think of pretend to depart today. Afterward she find me and take the gift that I plan to give her on her birthday. Actually I feel pai seh because of so nervous to give her the gift and ask a girl come find me from a far place. but it make me sad too because I realize that I am too easy to be cheated. and cause of this incident, my motor gonna boom, break down 5 times during the way i back home ( my motor cannot drive too fast or else will break up after that)

p.s. feel fun when we drag in talk battle, she told me if we meet up, then she will straight throw resignation letter tomorrow and back Sarawak. =.=. Then i said I will been killed by her head of department if the gift do not pass to her.

After that, we go to drink something. Then she told me stress and wish to spend her birthday quietly. Besides, i get shock when she told me her brithday wish, which is wish everyone can be happy everyday. Ahha! When I heard that, I feel funny because that is the wish I wish every year. That is exactly same. In the end, she decide to take EL. Then both of us home, but she is with her birthday gift box.

Her Birthday

At the day she birthday, she invite her head of department, called HP too and HP to take lunch at Jurin japanese food. And she will meet us at there. When we arrive there, we are shock of the food she ordered. It is nearly full of the table! And the result is we cant finish it all. I can feel the lunch is so expensive..

During the lunch time, that is 1 thing i feel very happy. She said her head to "sayang" her and know what she want (Ipod). Actualy i told her the gift is given by her Head, so... But anyway, I feel the gift is suitable for her. but not sure i am been cheated whether she is really happy or not. Never mind~ I am happy with it~

Haha.. Why I want to write down? Because I feel she is interesting, kind and pure girl. She make my life more interesting too. Then ok lar, wish she happy forever, and note her inside my mind forever already. Lol….

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

p.s. quite funny that her birthday wish similar as mine = every of her friends happy..

haha...