my complicated life.....

Know why I want to use English to express my complicated life? Because most of the times even I myself also can’t understand what I write. I write this is just want to express but never think to let others know about this.

These few days, I can feel the clock in my life run very slow, I think is because I had stucked myself into trouble. I had thought a lot of things, my job’s things, my partner’s things, my current situation, my future……..etc.

Just express my job’s things. I really feel I am lost my way for my job. I so wish to leave my current job and get another job soonest possible. And it is 1 job on my hand and I received the letter of offer already. But that is not the exact job I want, I am looking and waiting for another job which is more attract my interest. But I wonder should I wait for the job or….? The decision I made correct or not? Or should I get another new job in new field. Should I resign now or wait for another letter of offer? I feel lost my way on it.

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That is about my current situation and future. It is all related to my job. Is it I want my job now? I want my partner now? I wish to change? I want to change? Or what I want??

My life is so complicated? I just want a simple life, life to eat, to work and to enjoy. I do not want to think anymore. I won’t check and review this again. Haizz…
That is life..